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Low
03:07
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I’d like to start by saying I didn’t have a part in your parting. I guess I didn’t fit into your plan. Now I’m left to wonder, is it because of the way I am?
Do you know where I can go to not feel so low? I am right here with you but I still feel alone
You can say it if you need to say it, but I know you won’t. You can tell me even if it kills me, we’re way passed that point
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Hatchet
03:05
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Crash landed, abandoned. Salvaging, I’m scavenging
Left stranded, empty handed. I’m hoping for, waiting for spring
Burying the hatchet, why do you keep digging it up?
Attempting to move past this, but God damn does it suck
Signal fire is burning higher, will I ever get out of here?
Try to grab the attention of passing ships
They can’t see me, they can’t hear me
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Good Times For Life
03:14
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You’ll deal with the same shit again and again until you come to find that you must find a system to work out the bullshit before it gets to you
Forced to follow blindly
Not seeing what I’m leaving behind me
I can tell when you lie
I can always tell when you lie
Take some time off, everybody said
Give it a rest please just put it to bed
You don’t see why this ate me alive
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4. |
Iguana House
02:45
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24 hour stretch of time, no sleeping and completely disregarding everything that I should be doing. But it’s much easier to just fall back on the words that I always use when I’m lost for words
Is it considered considerate?
Or is it just bullshit?
I tried to let you off
But you called my bluff
A lot of what was done to me was reflected in what I did to you and I’m sorry for that. Swear I’ll change when I thought I already did. Break my worst bad habit
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Disengage
03:42
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Trying to remember how it felt before I was living for someone else
I fucked up enough times to know when I’m doing it again
Expected to just dust it off, can it really be that hard?
Pick up the slack for what you lack and be accountable for how you act
Forget yourself at least for now
Make everything you do matter or count
I’m through with this and so are you it’s so fucking apparent
I’m just trying to do what you’ve already done, disengage from the situation
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6. |
Black Lighter
02:41
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I think I’d rather go home and get stoned all alone
I think I’d rather stay in than try to impress my friends
In hopes that they might notice I might be getting over this
Time is the one true healer and I don’t own a fucking watch
You say it’s appreciated but what does that mean
When you’re going and saying “It was never you, it was always me”
So I’ll sit and smoke myself dumb until I feel like someone else
It is now easy to see that these wounds won’t heal themselves
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7. |
Remorse Code
02:51
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I’ve been trying more and more lately to care for myself and completely
Forget about this, that it exists
You’ve been looking in all the wrong places, now you’re feeling lost and complacent. I’d help you out if I knew how
It’s not hard to see
What you’ve done to me
And I’m done blaming you
I hope that you are too
Start to change finally for the better
All it took was the colder weather
Guarantee, can’t let me down
I’ll always be thankful that you
Have helped shape me into
Someone better than who I was before
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8. |
Burnt
02:40
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Still not sure what your goal is here. Mine is clear, get better at feeling better. Hard reset on my life. I feel like we’ve done this twice
Perspective has never been so important before. The lesson I take away from this; never get too close to flames
Short of breath, blurry vision
Try not to fall for the illusion
That I am moving on
I will one day but right now I’m not that strong
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9. |
Mediums
04:00
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I never thought about getting over
I only wanted to feel less sober
And you wrote off every scenario
In which you would end up alone
I’ll start feeling better when you do
I’ll start pushing forward when you do
Work on myself like I used to
Make this all make sense
Did it matter at all to you?
All the time and effort put into
A sham, a waste, a fucking disgrace
A plot, a ploy and lies boldfaced
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Clarity
05:24
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You only say I miss you when I say it first
I have got to show you that this doesn’t hurt
Seclude myself away, away from everyone
Forever stay indoors, sleeping just for fun
I’m not sure what I want anymore
Can you help me find clarity?
Spent enough time wallowing
And now I’ll be swallowing
The words I said to you
All the things I wish I could undo
You’ll never know what it’s like
To not be wanted by someone you love
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